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The page that once resided here represented two years of
work for me. However, I've come to understand that all of the
previous works foundation is inherently flawed. Everything I
attempted here has not appeased my standards. It is from that
premise in which I find no reason to cheat myself any more.
Like a bastard father does to his child, I have negated myself
from this site in its adolescent stage.
The discontentment first began when I was satisfied with
what I had done. It is from this laxative state that the
feelings of disjunction floundered about my mind. That
disjunction has peaked now, & the only recourse left in my
hands is to wipe the chalkboard clean with the goal of
eventually starting anew.
My level of disgust with past meanderings has grown leaps
& bounds this year. This site began by catering in content to
the reader, & admittingly I now believe that was bad judgment.
I felt more content with my work when I recieved aggressive
critical responses. In the present responses have transgressed
to moot & mundane masturbatory musings of yours truly.
I've read around two thousand personal pages in the past
year alone. From these, I have extracted a long list of biases
I now apply to my own work. I simply can't continue this
impiety any longer. There will be no more abstractions, no more
attempts to reveal shared commonality, & certinly no more
egocentric ramblings.
To save myself a mailbox full of angry complaints, I have
left legacy technical content in its entirety. In any plausible
future this content will remain, but will never again be
incorporated into another site.
Goodbye for now,
jim.